31 weeks with Asher


31 Weeks

weight – +12 pounds

waist – +2 inches (which does not seem accurate; it seems MUCH larger than that…I’ll have to remeasure or maybe things have just shifted??)

likes – being pregnant!  having a belly, public pregnancy comments, not being able to see my feet, most of Asher’s movements, fruit

dislikes – some of Asher’s movements can be uncomfortable – a little jarring and aggressive.  Not fitting in clothes comfortably

So, here we are – entering the single digits of weeks left in this journey of pregnancy!  I’m still very much enjoying being pregnant – I feel good, have pretty normal amounts of energy (I’m tired more to just being busy, not necessarily pregnancy), and really can’t complain.

Asher moves SO MUCH.  Like ALL. THE. TIME.  More than I remember Kadence moving.  It’s fun to feel him most of the time, though some of his jabs can be a little harsh!  Josiah gets to feel him quite a bit.  The kids still haven’t felt him move though it’s getting to the point you can almost see him moving on the outside – fun, fun!

Each month, my weight has fluctuated quite a bit – I’ll gain some weight, lose some weight, gain some, lose some.  Last month (after losing 2 pounds the month before which I attribute to testing craziness at work), I gained 7 pounds bringing me to a total of 12…but I’m not at biweekly appointments, so hopefully I won’t be at a point where there’s been a 7 pound weight gain again; hahaha!

We did a Birth Boot Camp Refresher course with a local instructor this week.  It was great!  She came to our home and Kadence literally napped the entire 3 1/2 hours she was there so we got to fully concentrate.  It was good to be reminded of the different processes – although we are praying for a very similar birthing experience this time around, I want to make sure we’re both prepared if I do enter an active labor that I can feel.  :)

I’m getting to the point I get a little nervous thinking about the newborn stage, though I know this time will be much better as I know more of what to expect.  I’ll also be much more vocal if breastfeeding causes any of the issues that I had with Kadence (for those of you who don’t know, I ended up with an undiagnosed internal ductal yeast infection that went untreated for FOUR AND A HALF MONTHS.  That is about 140 days of excruciating pain that happened while nursing, not while nursing, while pumping, etc.  I got one week of relief with an antibiotic in April but that was it.)  I only made it to 6 months of nursing which wasn’t my plan…but all things considered, it was a very good run for us.  All that to say, if that pain starts coming back, I’ll be knocking down that doctor’s door to get some meds for a longer period of time…

We’re delivering at the hospital down the street from us so getting there shouldn’t be a problem.  I’m really praying that this one doesn’t go much faster than Kadence – so we’ll see how these next few months pan out!

We are all getting more and more excited to meet this little guy – just a few more things that need to be done – clean all the baby stuff in the garage, finish washing his clothes, organize their closet, and set up a crib/pack and play/sleeper in our room.

This week, my friends Ashlee, Lindsay, Carrie, and EJ threw Asher a little diaper shower.  It was small and sweet.  We got spoiled with diapers, wipes, and some other necessities.  It’s getting real!

Entering Week 22…Over half way!!


Week 21:

Weight: + 8 (this was a big weight gain month for me – it was with Kadence too! I’ll blame it on Spring Break!)

Waist: +.5” (this part doesn’t make too much sense to me as I can barely button any pants these days! There’s a lot of loose clothing, maternity jeans, skirts, and belly bands going on around here!)

Likes: I don’t have any crazy cravings – although with this pregnancy, bacon, burgers, and pizza have all sounded appetizing most of the time. Sweets aren’t as appealing to me (I still consume some, don’t worry!). I always enjoy a smoothie and have been ordering salads more often just feeling like my body is craving those nutrients.

Dislikes: I’m kind of away from that stage now. With Kadence, I lost my taste for salmon which always sounded good to me – with this one, I feel like I’m losing my taste for chocolate ice cream which was almost always a go-to for me! However, I am very annoyed by the amount of times I have to pee during the day – and especially the night!

On March 13th (when I was exactly 18 weeks), we went in for our gender ultrasound! Josiah came with me (of course) and we made sure to look away when she was in the ‘gender revealing’ area – haha! Josiah was very frustrated not to know right away! The ultrasound tech put the gender ultrasound pictures into a sealed envelope that I passed to EJ that evening. I really liked the excitement of not knowing this time! I also sent EJ home with a pinata, candy, and blue and pink streamers so that she could put in the appropriate color for the gender reveal party we had planned after church on Sunday!

There are three of us due within two weeks of each other at church (Lindsay due 7/30 with their 2nd, Sarah due 8/1 with their 1st, and us due 8/14). Each of them already knew what they were having, but the church didn’t so we decided to have a gender reveal party after church – so much fun! Lindsay’s sister, Ashlee, made corresponding cakes for each of us. Joe and Sarah did theirs first – a GIRL! Hunter and Lindsay cut theirs next – a BOY! Then, it was our turn for breaking the pinata. Ashlee held up my Kindle so that my Mom and Jim could join us on Skype – gotta love technology! Kadence hit the pinata first – but after hearing the word ‘hit’, she promptly handed me the bat and hit the pinata with her hand; too cute! Kalyb was up next, then me, and then we left the destruction for Josiah! We were not surprised when blue confetti and candy came out – YEA! A little brother for Kalyb and Kadence! Obviously, a girl would’ve been convenient with all of the clothes we have, but Kalyb has wanted a little brother so bad, I feel like he deserves one for how great he is with Kadence (even though there will be a 9 year age difference!). The Monday after finding out this is a boy, I went through all of Kadence’s old clothes and made some piles – some for friends, some for donation, and some special ones to keep. Looking forward to building this little one’s wardrobe! We’ve decided on the name Asher Josiah, possibly ‘AJ’. Asher means ‘blessed, happy’ and Josiah means ‘fire of God, God will save’. We are praying all of that over his life!

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I’m definitely starting to show though I’m still in that awkward, ‘is she just gaining weight?’ stage…I’m feeling pretty good and thoroughly enjoying the second trimester! We did a Spring Break roadtrip to Dallas which was so much fun, though there is never enough time. Saturday morning we left to get to Canyon in time to hang out with the cousins there – it’s always such a fun time with Aunt Nichole and Uncle Wayne and it works out perfect that they are the half-way point between the Springs and Dallas! We got in Sunday and met up with our former small group, went to dinner, and went back to the Autreys to socialize some more. Monday, we swam, met up with the Hogans from CFNI, visited with Grandma Kiki, and then met up with some former teammates for dinner. Tuesday, Grandma Kiki took us out to lunch at Red Lobster then we met up with Randy and Mari and cousin Kaiden for some Peter Piper Pizza and FroYo. We decided that evening we were worn out and my hopes for connecting with more people moved to the back burner. We all slept in past 10 on Wednesday, took our time getting ready, and headed to the Dallas zoo for a fun visit (this was Kadence’s first time going to the zoo actually knowing what the animals were so that was fun for her). We met with the Cowans for dinner that night and to meet their new addition, Jaxson. Kadence was thrilled to ‘hold it’ and couldn’t be more about babies! Kalyb was very sweet with him as well. Good practice! Thursday, we stopped back by Grandma Kiki’s for a quick farewell and then we went up to Denton to see Erika and crew then to Krum to see the Estrada crew before retreating in Decatur/Alvord that evening. We had the pleasure of staying at the Bethunes beautiful new home and both kids had a great time playing with their daughter, Haylee. We headed back to the Wells on Friday and got home Saturday afternoon. Although it was a great trip and the kids were both AWESOME travelers, we were ready to get home! I’m really bummed that we missed out on catching up with Monica and Alisha; we’ll just have to plan another visit soon!


Sunday evening, I got a random motivation to switch around the kids rooms in preparation for Asher (a little early for nesting, I think, but oh well!) – I definitely could’ve waited until this summer, but I’m probably more mobile now and a friend brought up a good point that this leaves Kadence with more time to get accustomed for the adjustment even though Asher won’t be joining her in her room for some time. So now we have the Asher side which has the crib and changing table and the Kadence side with her new toddler bed and bookshelf. She thought she might want to sleep in there last night but lasted about 10 seconds before getting up crying, so we moved her back to her crib again. I’m happy keeping her there while she isn’t climbing out and sleeps very well!


Today, I have my last appointment with Miriam before she switches practices and I change to Dr. Wagers. I’ve heard good things about her, but the way that the ob rotation works, there’s only a 1 in 4 chance I’ll actually deliver with her (unless labor starts Monday-Friday, 8-5 as one of the receptionists told me…haha!). We’ve decided to hire a doula to support us in this birth – we are definitely hoping, trusting, and believing that we’ll have a birthing experience similar to with Kadence, but I’d like some extra support! And, if all is going well, she’ll become our photographer as well. She’s also a lactation specialist, so that’s what I’m most looking forward to – Kadence and I had such a challenging and painful time nursing (due to unidentified infection), that I want to be proactive in that not being the case this time!


I’m looking forward to a fun and relaxing summer and want to make a lot of memories with Kalyb and Kadence before Asher joins us. Although I always said, ‘anything but an August baby’, I am excited for one more summer with just the two and not having to care for a newborn yet – it’ll work out perfectly taking most of the first semester off to be home with Asher. So August will just be a busy month for us always – Kalyb’s birthday, our anniversary (interestingly enough, at our last ultrasound, this is the due date that Asher was measuring at), Asher’s birthday, and the start of school!

Crazy to think that we’re half way and I’m sure these last few months will fly by! We’re looking forward to meeting little Asher Josiah in due time J

Happy Golden Birthday, Kadence!


In some ways it seems like way longer than two years that we were eagerly awaiting your arrival and in other ways, it seems like just yesterday. As I’ve said many times before, each month from six months on has become my favorite of yours. You are exploring and interacting with the world constantly. You can be so sweet and gentle yet so aggressive and adamant. You are developing more of a voice and have an opinion on just about everything – where we sit, what we do, what Bubba does, what we watch, what we dance to, when you are sleepy, etc. You will still wake up in the mornings and from naps and play contently in your crib. We’ve moved your bookshelf right next to the crib so you’ll just grab a book out and read away – or play with your stuffed animals, or rearrange your blankets, etc. Sometimes you’ll stay in there for over an hour before asking for us to come get you. But you also like to be in the middle of stuff going on – you’ve always been very observant and very intentional. You LOVE music. You’ll dance and sing at church and copy anything your brother is doing. You love Remy and will absolutely love the day that she starts obeying your commands of ‘sit’ and ‘lay down’. You love balls, your pink heart pillow, stuffed animals (the cats are affectionately called ‘she-shes’), watching youtube videos of nursery rhymes, racing (you’ll try to say ‘ready, set, go’ and start running forward), playing outside, babies, jumping, hanging around your brother, animals, and most people (especially Cal Zeb and EJ). Sometimes you will be super outgoing and wave to everyone – even cars passing by. Other times you prefer to stay close to us and just watch. It’s fun watching you grow and explore.

You are talking more and more and repeating just about everything we say. You also have your own little jibberish language that you amuse yourself with and seem very sure that we should know exactly what you’re saying. You’ve started saying ‘scuse me’, ‘tank you’, and ‘amen’ without being prompted which is just about the cutest thing ever. This weekend, you even became very interested in the potty. While I was going to wait until this summer to potty train, you have used the potty every night this week when I get home from work and I let you run around without your diaper on. You want to be like Layla who you get to play with over at ‘Grandma’ Andrea’s and she is already potty trained.

I love getting to know you more the longer you become a part of our lives. You are passionate, curious, loving, strong, and committed. You want to make sure that things get done the way that you think they should be. You will make an incredible big sister and the other day you informed Gammie that you would prefer another brother. You say ‘hi, baby’ and wave to the baby in utero and interact with every baby we come into contact with (usually pretty gently, but very much in their face). You are pretty picky with food – somedays you’ll love certain things and the next day you’ll refuse the same thing. You like cashews, mandarin oranges, yogurt, milk, orange juice, gummies, green beans, guacamole, carrots – and you could survive on just chocolate and cheese if it were up to you. Not bad choices, if I do say so myself.

I’m so thankful for all of the people you have in your life who love and adore you. You and your brother continue to be the biggest fans of each other – you’ll cheer him on, imitate him, jump on him, wrestle with him, and hit him. He absolutely adores you so it’s not surprising that you’d want another brother because of him. Your dad thinks you are the best thing since sliced bread and he’s not far off from the truth. I am amazed by you and love singing with you, cuddling you (although you’ve never been a huge fan for very long), making you laugh, and learning more about you. Thank you for blessing our lives two years ago. We are humbled by the opportunity to be your parents and pray that you stay strong, passionate, and kind. We love you, Kadence Emercyn! Happy, happy GOLDEN birthday!

I always love sharing your birthing story because it was such an incredible experience – I can’t wait until you’re old enough to appreciate that stuff!  So, I probably have another 25 years…

We went to Little Monkey Bizness for your birthday which we will definitely do again – I don’t think you stopped running once and all the kids had a blast!  Your brother was a sweaty beast at the end of it – you were not a fan of the candle on your cupcake, but happily devoured it once we dealt with the flame…

2 years ago at the hospital about 3 hours after you were born

2 years ago at the hospital about 3 hours after you were born

You were not thrilled with the candle that was ON FIRE that we placed on your cupcake.

You were not thrilled with the candle that was ON FIRE that we placed on your cupcake.

Entering Week 13

Picture taken at 12 weeks and 1 day

Picture taken at 12 weeks and 1 day

Week 12:

Weight: +1 (I think I might’ve gained some weight the first few weeks but didn’t weight myself until week 9, so we’ll set that at 0).

Waist: +0 (same as the weight, I’m sure something is going on – but there’s been no change in size the last 3 weeks so we’ll set it at 0).

Likes: fruity stuff, sandwiches, Dr. Pepper, sleep

Dislikes: most food, how tired I am, working full-time first trimester!

Alright – pregnancy Round 2.  It’s almost impossible to compare because they are such different pregnancies.  With Kadence, my first trimester was at home over the summer which was AMAZING.  Read: daily naps/relaxation/etc.  Also, Kalyb was 5 and able to take care of himself for the most part.  This time around, I’m working full-time, getting my Master’s online, and Kadence is a toddler.  Much.  Different.

In going back and reading my blogs from when I was pregnant with Kadence, the main difference is that ice cream always sounded good with her.  Not really the case this time around.  Nothing ever really sounds super good to eat – several times, I’ve wanted pizza and I force myself to eat almonds and some sort of vegetable each day.  I was pretty convinced with Kadence that I could feel her around 13 weeks which my OB denied – until I for sure felt her at 18 weeks and know that is what I was feeling at 13 weeks too.  I do think there are moments that I feel this little one – which would make sense because the baby is already the size of a lime.  I’ll know for sure in a few weeks once the kicks are more pronounced!

The ultrasound was so fun – we had it on January 2nd and everyone was in the room.  The baby was super active and the heart rate was 165.  I randomly remember Kadence’s being 152 around the same time.  Wives’ tale would say this could mean it’s another girl.  However, the craving of more salty things would say this is a boy.  I’ve had SEVERAL dreams about gender – so far, in 3 it’s been a boy and in 4, it’s been a girl.  I really have NO idea one way or the other.  Kadence and Kalyb would both prefer a brother, which would be fun!  However, a girl would also be convenient when considering all the stuff that we have and the room sharing that will happen because we only have three rooms upstairs.  We shall see!

Another neat thing is that I have two friends from church who are also pregnant and we are all due within two weeks of each other!!  It’ll be interesting to see when all of the babies make their debut!  For one, it’s their first, for another it’s their second, and for us, our third kiddo.  What fun!

Things are definitely fitting tighter faster this time around…I am very tired at this point.  Josiah was gone for a week and I’m SO THANKFUL for the help from EJ, Debi, Andrea, and Lynn.  So tiring!

Other than the exhaustion, the nausea is starting to dissipate.  I was never truly sick, just felt the same as I did in my first trimester with Kadence.  We are so excited to be on this journey again!

I went to the second doctor’s appointment on Friday (1/30) and it was frightening!  First, she used the Doppler and couldn’t find the heartbeat which she assured me was okay for this time (but we could easily hear Kadence’s by this point!) so she got out the ultrasound machine.  Still nothing.  She decided to go ahead and do another internal ultrasound to make sure everything was good – and there was the baby; kind of in a position like superman with head forward and butt back so the heart was hidden – but the beat was going strong at 175 bpm.  I’m curious if this will reflect the kind of personality this little one will have!  Kalyb referred to the baby as the ‘newcomer’ this morning and I think that will stick!

After the scare, we were able to get more pictures!  :0)

After the scare, we were able to get more pictures! :0)

Eight is Great!


Kalyb decided that ‘Seven wasn’t quite heaven’…but we decided that EIGHT is inevitably going to be GREAT for him!

Kalyb Isaiah Dicken,
I cannot believe you’re already 8. I love that it’s to the point now that I’ve known you more than half of your life and every month, I feel like I learn more and more about you.

This summer has been one of my favorite with you. You’ve grown so much and shown so much maturity – sprinkled in with some crazy outbursts, emotion, and your strong-willed nature! Your courage to try new things is through the roof – you’re climbing more than you had the nerve to before, rock climbed with our youth group and ROCKED it, etc. Things that would’ve caused you to slow down before, you’re kind of getting control of.

When it gets down to it, you are one of the sweetest and most compassionate little boys I’ve ever known. You’ll still jump up on my lap to cuddle and crawl in bed near me on the weekends. You love Remy so much and absolutely adore your little sister – though now that she’s getting more involved, she can drive you a little nuts with her over-involvement in your activities (especially toys with small parts…).

You’re really taken to the idea that you have so much power over speaking life or death in your life and while writing your thank you notes, came up to me and said, ‘I’m one blessed and well-loved little boy. I have SO much to speak life about!” You’ve worked really hard with your play therapist this year, as have your Dad and I. We learn so much each time we go – it’s like a family growing experience!

This entire summer, you were so excited about starting to go to school with me this year. I’m so glad you’re here as well. The adults here get you – as I’ve spoken about you often. Although you might not like Mrs. Wilson, she’s doing a great job being consistent with you. And that’s exactly what you need, though it’s rarely what you want!

You love learning more about yourself and how your brain works – you sit with me to look at the information from ‘Whole-Brain Child’, a book that I’m reading. You’re always curious to know what you’re meant to be. You’ve finally decided maybe you shouldn’t be a rock star since you have stage fright, but maybe you’ll be a guitarist. You’ve taken really naturally to the guitar; we really should get you lessons. You finally started gymnastics after asking for years – you don’t totally like that you just don’t have free reign over the whole place. There are still rules and boundaries; story of your life – and you must push all boundaries to see what you’re able to get away with in what environment.

This summer, you decided that you finally believe in God for sure. The night after I had a bad feeling and Dad found you on the roof, you told Gammie that you’d been praying for weeks that God would reveal Himself to you or speak to you. This is what you needed, I guess! I explained to you that God had let me know you were being unsafe – and since that day, your heart hasn’t been the same. You’re still trying to figure it all out (as am I, at 32) – but you’re seeing things more in light of how the Lord is working. It is so sweet to see!

I love you so much and love getting to watch you grow up and mature and become more of the person God has designed you to be. You have a big calling on your life and I feel so blessed to even be a part of it. May the Lord bless you and keep you and make His face shine upon you, Kalyb Isaiah. The neatest boy I’ve ever loved!

Kadence Emercyn Dicken


Of course, I intended to write this for Kadence’s first birthday – however, that time has come and quickly gone and now Kalyb’s birthday has passed and still nothing has been written…so here I am, with Kadence already 19 1/2 months old and far beyond being our little baby anymore. I did write a note in my iphone as to her interests at 12 months. She loved balls, her brother, bouncing, spicy foods, empty plastic bottles, reading books, diving off the couch head first, climbing on furniture, all music but particularly drums, cords and all things electronic, and different textures. Her 12 month stats remained the same with her at about the 35%ile for weight and 50th %ile for height. Comparing her height with mine at her exact age, I was almost 3 1/2 “ taller. I’m still not convinced she will be quite as tall as I am (or I’m just hoping!). We had her 1st birthday party scheduled at the Focus on the Family play area; however, a blizzard stopped that from happening and nearly deterred my family from making it in town from AZ and CA! Thankfully, my mom, dad, Jim, Becca, Jeremy and Charlie were able to catch flights out the next day and everyone stayed at our house – cozy! The party was quickly reestablished at our home which we should’ve done from the beginning so we didn’t have to shorten the guest list. Oh well! We had a great time celebrating (despite poor cousin Charlie ending up with a HORRIBLE virus that was SO SAD). Kadence started her first steps about a month later on March 13th but didn’t fully commit to walking until the middle of April.
Now that she is 18 months, her personality is just bursting! She is quite opinionated and knows exactly what she wants, though sometimes struggles communicating that with us! She can sign ‘please’ and uses it quite often for everything – from ‘help’ to ‘more’ to ‘all done’ and of course, ‘please’. I guess it works for it all! She is smiling and laughing and dancing and talking and SO. MUCH. FUN. Her words that she can say are: “Pupu, Dada, Mama, Bubba, Hi, Hello, Bye, Bye-Bye, Shoes, etc.” She’s starting to repeat phrases. She says ‘pu-pu’ for about every moving animal – and though she had said Mama, Dada and Bubba before – Puh-puh was definitely the word she said most often – it started when we adopted our dog, Remy. We have an animal lover! She even ran out of Kohl’s the other day while making returns to chase a dog…
She LOVES music. She loves dancing – clapping, waving her arms and bouncing up and down. She even puts her hands in the air and attempts to say hallelujah thought it comes out more ‘ah-you-yah’. She loves being on the trampoline with her brother – well, just about anywhere with him, really. She’s really good at following instructions (when she wants to). She’s a climber – we’ve found her stuck on Kalyb’s bunkbed’s ladder – and just last night, Josiah heard her screeching and caught her just before she fell onto the floor as she was being stretched with her arms on Josiah’s desk and her feet stuck on his rolling, moving chair – little daredevil was trying to reach her shoe! Haha! She is often with a bruise on her forehead, no surprise there. So cute – Earlier this week, she dug through her shoe basket, found a matching pair, handed them to Josiah and said, ‘shoes’. She’s also a girly girl. She picks out her outfits and loves to try to put them on.
She is full of personality – can give quite the unimpressed face when she is not impressed but absolutely lights up with delight when she is. We are loving getting to know her more and Kalyb’s praises have been ‘thank you, Lord for making Kadence even more fun every day!’ (although he has been known to complain about her antics that tend to be rather aggressive towards him! – all in love, of course!). She continues to be a great sleeper – going to bed during the summer around 8 and waking up 12 hours later (sometimes even longer!) She prefers one nap in the middle of the day and that can last anywhere from 2 to 4 hours! Ever since her 9 month mark, she has been an incredible sleeper and we do not take that lightly! We are so thankful! At her 18 month appointment, she’d jumped in stats – nearly 25 pounds (50th %ile) and 33’’ (80th %ile) – so we shall see!!
Kadence Emercyn, We all absolutely adore you. Miss Andrea says everywhere you guys go together, you light up the room saying hi to everyone. You are so social and outgoing, yet you can easily spend time entertaining yourself. It’s so fun watching you explore and grown in your dependence – no longer needing us to open doors, walk you outside, or watch your every step. You make us laugh so much! You have quite the feisty personality, though you come by that honestly! Your brother just dotes on you and it is so fun to watch your affection towards him. Thank you for blessing our lives with so much joy, laughter, entertainment, independence, and love. One of your favorite things to do is to blow kisses to us (and most everyone you see) and we absolutely melt. I can’t wait to learn more and more about you and watch you grow sensitive to the ways of the Lord – may you be ever increasing in the fruits of the spirit as we try to be an example. We love you, little girl. You are so special.

Running late, again…


Seeing as we’re less than two weeks away from celebrating Kadence’s FIRST BIRTHDAY, it’s probably time I post the information from her 10 month that I’ve had saved in my email.

This month just gets better and better as well. I’ve probably mentioned that every month from 6 months on has been my favorite. The first three were just a blur and the next three were a little better, but the past six months have been SO MUCH FUN! (I’m not sure if that corresponds with me going back to work…a friend did tell me after I had a baby, I’d want to stay home…although I’d like to work less, I think I’m a better mom while I work. And this role that I have this year has been a good fit. I can leave work at work and it’s not as emotionally draining as working with students can be. Although I still fall short, overall, I think I’m getting better :-) )

Last night, Kadence took her first few steps WITH the assistance of her little push toy. She doesn’t seem to be too interested in the whole walking bit…but slowly but surely she’ll get there! I’m thinking by my birthday.

Anyways, enough of that for now: here’s her ten month recap you’ve all been waiting for (oh, yeah, it’s just me, my Mom and Christina that read this :0) )

Oh my goodness! What a FUN month! Three weeks ago, the babysitter put you in your crib in your room and you slept through the night! 12 hours! (I might’ve been up three times ensuring you were still breathing)…and ever since then, you’ve been on a roll! We love looking at the monitor when you wake up. You’ll wait in there for over an hour just playing and exploring (you’re a fan of the tags on stuffed animals and the strings on your bumper).

On November 15th (Lindsay’s birthday), you finally starting crawling forward more than a few scoots (you’d preferred backwards the previous month). You’re loving food more and more – eggs, turkey sausage, peas, green beans, corn and you even ate my spicy chili!

You are just so fun. Grandpa Rudy’s family was here last week and just kept commenting on what a sweet demeanor you have. You went to everyone (except when you were tired, then you just want me. Dad’s ready for the Daddy’s girl phase, which I told him is inevitable and to just be patient). You giggle and laugh and sometimes you’ll turn your head to me smiling and kind of hiding from people.

You explore, you love moving animals (poor Shadow, you attack that thing and she just lets you), you’re pretty cautious (and by cautious, I mean you stopped at the edge of the steps when chasing the cat and I was curious if you’d attempt to go). You LOVE Kalyb. Life is so much better for you when he is around. You had your first fall off the bed. I’m actually surprised it took this long. You had your first bloody nose when you face planted into the kitchen floor. Dad felt really bad because he was right there -but there’s really nothing he could’ve done).

Miss Andrea continues to dote on you everyday and you seem to explore the world with her! We just love that she loves you so well. That makes me leaving for work a little bit easier.

You have been able to stand up holding onto something for the past 6-8 weeks and you’re starting to take little steps around the ottoman. You are inclined to paper and cords. Very healthy options. You sleep through lots of noise – we brought you to Kalyb’s first grade Thanksgiving performance and feast and you were konked the whole time.

If you wake up on your own, you wake up like me – ready to face the world! If you’re woken up by us, you wake up more like your dad – needing some time to process. You are super chatty, which you come by honestly. Last week, I told you ‘no’ when you went to insert your fingers into a socket at Grandma’s and you looked at me, started whimpering, and put your head down on your arms to cry. Oh my goodness!

You continue to be hit or miss with the car seat, but once we start moving, you’re usually pretty good. You love books – and smile and laugh when we read to you.

You’re just so fun! We are praying for a spirit that is full of grace and love and gentleness and boldness and kindness and patience and one that is so inclined to the Lord. It is such a blessing to be your mommy!!