So, my students new ploy for making me feel guilty is constantly reminding me that I am “leaving them for Jesus!”. Although there are some pangs of guilt, I am also glad that they understand why I’m going…even if they don’t get it quite yet! I keep telling them that one day they will understand when they look back on it!
It is now relatively official: I called today to inform the Women’s Program director at Denton Bible Church that I will definitely not be attending their program in August. It was a tough decision since it is a program I have wanted to do since becoming a Christian in 2000. However, I am finally back close to my family and have formed a group of solid friends that I am not quite ready to leave yet!
So, as of this point, I will be applying to the Horizon School of Evangelism in San Diego and see what the Lord does there! I have no idea where I’ll be living, how I’ll be making money, what I’ll do, etc. And, it’s really exciting! I am so used to planning out my life, it’s nice to be at a point to fully rely upon the Lord to provide! I know He’ll do way more than I could even plan anyways!